LOVED vs USED

Always remember...

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, they become destiny.

Here's a story related to those words..

"While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 year old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times ; not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father...with painful eyes he asked. "Dad, when will my fingers grow back?"

The man was so hurt and speechless ; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...sitting in front of that car, he looked at the scrateches the child had written, "LOVE YOU DAD".

The next day, the man comitted suicide..."

LOVE and ANGER have no limits ; choose LOVE to have a beautiful and lovely life. Things are to be used and people are to be loved. But, the problems in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

During this year, let's be careful to keep this taught in mind :

"Things are to be used and People are to be loved"

Be yourself, this is the only day we have.

Stop Calling 103 on Maxis

This message had been forward to me by someone and, I would like to share it with you guys.

Stop Calling 103 on Maxis
Posted: 26 Sep 2009 04:29 PM PDT
Letters
by Bernard Tan

If you are using Maxis network and please be alert that now the new charges for making 103 (TM Directory) was increased from 30 cents to RM2.00 per call.(extra of RM1.70 almost 700% jump).

I just found out from my maxis statement dated 21/6/08 today and i rang up the Maxis 123 and been told the new rate was started lately only and since I’m not aware of this new adjustment and they willing to waive it for this month but next month will be charging me based on the new rate (RM2.00 per call to 103).

Shocking right? The best part is everyone knew how ‘good’ service our TM directory can provide?? Most the time i need to call at least 2-3 times to get the number i looking for mean that one number i need to pay RM4.00 to RM6.00…OMG. …equal to one meal already…

So please pass this news to your maxis friends to alert them the new charges.

Thanks & Regards,

-Wani-
On behalf CAPS & FI Support Team
Level 14, Menara Perak.

So, please beware, okey :)

Raya in campus

This happened on Monday ( 28th of September 2009 ),

All of us had to wear 'baju raya' for our classes today. I didn't wear my 'baju raya' because I forgot to iron it and ended up wearing my usual 'baju kurung'.

Nevermind.

Most of us, wore pink and purple. Luckily, I wore pink :) Then, some of them wore green and blue. Such a colorful class.

The guys wore full dress including 'songkok' and 'samping'. It was like were having a 'Hari Raya' Dinner. All of the eyes were at us, when we were walking inside the campus. It's like we were the center of attention ( yeah, right ) *eyes rolling* Hehe.

Pictures will be uploading soon.

6th of Raya

On 25th of September 2009,

I woke up early because today was the day where I followed my friends for Raya. I took my bath and got dressed on my blue ‘baju kurung’. Wore it with my new ‘selendang’. Then, had my breakfast on ‘roti canai’ bought by my dad. Then, I waited and waited for about on ehour until my friend came to pick me up.

We departed and went to Bahau, Negeri Sembilan to celebrate Raya at Amy’s house. After 2 hours++ drive, we reached her home. I say, the road to reach her home was like a snake. We where turning right and left up the hill. Luckily, I wasn’t ‘mabuk kereta’. If not, I would be vomited in her car. Haha.

Then, we greet her family and had Bakso for our lunch. Second round was, rice with ‘Ikan Keli Cili Api’. I say, it was very hot and spicy. I like hot and spicy :) I ate two and a half of it. It was soooo tasty. Then, we decided to depart and went to send Qiss back to her home in Rawang. We said thank you and goodbye to Amy’s family.

Qiss’s house was too far away then we imagined it. She was like living at the end of the world. Hehe. About 0ne hour ++, we reached her house. Then, we off to Tini’s house. I switched car from Fatin’s to Tini’s. Just to accompany Tini with Ammar.

We drove and drove until we reached Tini’s house. We chat on many things in the car. Including stupid jokes from us. I was so happy to be friends with all of them. We ‘salam’ Tini’s parents and her mum made lasagna for us. I ate it with Nandos’ hot peri-peri sauce. Yumm :)

Tini has three lovely cats. I looooovvvveeeee cats! I do. I palyed with her cats. Her cats were so cute and fluffy. Then, we decided to go to Lola’s house because it was getting late. And if we late departed from Tini’s house, then, of course, we will be late arriving at Lola’s house. We drove from Sg. Buloh to go to Lola’s house and we used the back road. There was a sign saying about Kayangan Heights opening. We followed it until we reached the Guard house.

We asked for direction and he stated it that we just had to followed the road. So, we followed. The road was very dark and spooky. I was shiverring at the back seat. It was so quiet and cold. The road was very long and we just couldn’t stop saying, “Are we there yet?”, “Where are the others cars?” and “Where are the people who lives here?”

It was really scary. After a while, we reached another gourd house and we asked them to take us to Lola’s house instead of driving alone. At last, we reached her home. We greet and had some foods to eat. We then snapped some pictures for memory and went back home.

Tini drove me back home and I was sooooo happy with today’s venue :)

5th of Raya

On 24th of September 2009,

I woke up early around 8.30 am and suddenly decided to have a jog in the park behind my house. Even my maid was surprised about it. We jogged about one hour++ and then we went to have our breakfast at the nearest Nasi Lemak stall. The Kakak was glad to see me after the last time I went there. Ate the foods and went back home.

Took my bath and had some lunch. Then I took a quick nap because around 1:00 pm, me and my maid decided to go to the mall to buy some stuffs. We took a cab and reached our destination. I bought some shawl, body wash, facial wash and etc.

Then, we went to Noodle Me ( I think ), to have the tastiest mee curry. I say, it was the first time, I finished the whole mee in that big bowl! I was satisfied about it.

Then, after the long walked aroung here and there, we took a cab and went back home.

4th of Raya

On 23rd of September 2009,

Today, is the last day I spent my Hari Raya holiday at my grandparents' house because at night, we will depart from here to our home.

I had my breakfast on Soto which was very delicious. Then, watched TV for a while. Captured some photos with my little cousins at the backyard. Then, some guests came from my grandmother's side. Ok, there were quite number of people. I wished it was like this from the first day of Raya -_-'

Then, about one hour, they left. I , then, played PS2 with my cousins. While I was playing, the oldest from the siblings wanted to play, so, I had to give her the game console. Never mind, I prefer hear her laughing than crying.

At night, I watched CSI until it was 1.00 am in the morning. Then, we packed our things and put it in the car and departed after saying goodbye to all of my cousins and relatives.

3rd of Raya

On 22nd of September 2009,

Woke up around 9.30 am and took my bath. Had my breakfast with my cousins after that. Then, prepared the table for guests to come in the evening.

My mum made spaghetti and chicken rice for those who came that day. I washed the dishes and put it on the table in the living room. Then, the guests came and they ate the foods and chat with my grandmother. My grandmother is already 70 years old but she still can celebrate Hari Raya even she couldn't walk all the time. She couldn't barely stand for so long.

Then, like always, I cleaned the dining table with my cousins. She washed the dishes while I swept the floor.

It was quite boring that day because there were not much people came and most of my cousins were on their other village. So, you can imagine how bored I was.

2nd day of Raya

Woke up at 9.30 am ( I think ) and took my bath. Then, had my breakfast on spaghetti. It was very delicious. I ate a plate full of it. I wore pink today :)

Then, helped my mum on preparing he tables and washed the dishes, because my grandma's family from Sentul is coming. Usually, there were a lots of people came from Sentul because there are one of the biggest family. But, unfortunately, only some of them came. They had spaghetti and chicken rice. Then, they departed.

After a while, another family came and as usual I helped on preparing the drinks. They ate, chit-chatting with my grandma, then, they left. There were not many people came, I didn't know why. Maybe more of them will come by 3rd or 4th of Raya.

I was so bored that I watched KL Drift just to fill my times. The movie was not enjoyable at all. Fasha was not fierce enough to be the Drifter's GF. Then, the ending was hanging. What happened to Sham, we didn't know.

Just enjoy the pictures,

night before Raya

Went to Jalan TAR and uptown the night before raya. Went there with my cousins and my maid.

Reached there after driving and sitting inside the car for one hour++. Imagine how our butts felt. -_-

This was my first time been to Jalan TAR and uptown. I have never ever been to this kind of place because my parents wouldn't let me. I was like living in a sardin can! The place was over packed with humans!

You may think that I'm weird and said something like this, "Of course lah overpacked, it's a cheap stall with lots of branded thngs." I may answered t back like this, "Hello, I've never been to. SO please understand my situation."

But, it was a good experience for me. I am so happy.

Pictures,

1st day of Raya

My first day of Raya was a blast!

All of us were wearing the same kind of 'baju kurung' ; a plain top and a checkered bottom. Seriously, we didn't plan about this. It was a concidence. By the way, all of us were very beautiful. Nice shades of colours and combinations.

Of course, early in the morning, me and my siblings asked for forgiveness from our parents. Same goes to others. Then, kaching! The money just slip inside my pocket. He3. Thanks to my parents and relatives for the 'duit raya'.

Had brakfast on rice, rendang daging, rendang ayam cili api, sambal goreng jawa and nasi impit. It was very delicious and was cooked by my mum with the help of my maid.

Then, I followed my cousins to the graveyard to read yassin to her late mother, our late grandfather and our great grandmother.

Some pictures,

*more will be uploading soon :)

Eid.

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

I want to ask for forgiveness from my family ; Abah, Mummy, Bazli, Aqilah and Kak Rosy.

I'm sorry for all of my wrong doings.

I also want to apologies to my friends from SMK 19 and SRK 19.

Especially Fatt, Lily, Farhana, Nabila, Syikin, Waney.

Then ; Shila, Leyaa, Aina, Karad, Deyda, Lydia and all of the Zenith 2008 cheerleading squad.

Lastly, my friends from my second house; Uitm Lendu, Melaka.

My roommates ; Lola, Aida and Chut. Sorry if I have any mistakes while I was with you guys.

My levelmate ; Dazzlelians.

My classmates ; DMC 1c.

I'm soooo sorry. I know sometimes I can be to hypocrit.

Do forgive me.

ops! the money is climbing up my pocket :)

Morning!! Everybody, get your butt of the bed!

It's Saturday people and what does it means? It means it's holiday, bebeh!

Can't wait for Raya tomorrow ( maybe, let's wait for the news. ) Wait, was the moon news released yesterday? I didn't watch news last night. Quite forgot about it. -_-'

Woke up for 'Sahur' a little bit late because my maid woke up late. Both of us quickly went downstairs to prepare foods. Quite funny though. We were running, put the plates and mugs on the table, washed the dishes, reheat leftovers because there was no time to cook new meal.

We reheat, spagethi, chinese fried rice and fried spagethi. We drank hot Lipton tea. Afterwards, I packed my things and I say, I pack quite a lot. I'm not an organize person, eventhough, I list all of the things to bring. Still, there were a number of bags.

p/s : kaching! The money is calling :)

Crabby Crab Crabs

I had a night chat with Marissa, Farah and Kak Sya before I went to bed. Woke up again for ‘Sahur’ around 4.30 am. I am quite sleepy and I was too lazy to wake up. Woke up my family and went downstairs. We had fried rice with fried sambal chicken. A good meal to make me awake :)

Then, watched TV to relax myself. But, there was no good and entertaining movies to watch. So, decided to went back to my room to sleep. With the air-cond and the fan, imagine how I sleep. Noting can disturbed me.

The Sun rises and the shines hit me right in the eyes. I have no choiced but to wake up. Before having my bath, I had to help my mom cleaned the kitchen. My mum had just been to the morning market and you can imagine all of the chickens, crabs, squids and beef that have to be cleaned.

So, me, my mum and my maid worked our butts off to clean those. After that, I took my bath. Had a feeling to hair-dry my hair fo no reason. I am quite satisfied with the result eventhough it was my first time after so long.

We had crabs and tofu for dinner. It was very tasty and mouth-watering. I love crabs. I really do. I ate it with full of emotion. Haha. Imagine that.

blue and pink is a nice combination

Hey Ho,

After sitting in the car for 2 hours, I have finally reached my home sweet home. Departed around 7.00++ pm and reached around 10.00+ pm.

Unpacking my things and had my supper on Meatball Bolognaise Fettucine. Yumm! Specially made by my beloved mum. Thanks mummy :)

Can't wait to go back to my grandparents' house to celebrate Hari Raya. I know everyone also can't wait. My 'baju kurung' had already done. I have 2 pairs which is blue and pink. Nice huh?

Maybe, that's all for today. It's kinda late now. I'm going to bed and how I miss my bed so much. Nyte nyte.

For now

The following day, 15th of September 2009, I had my CTU 101 mid-term exam.

The paper consits of 10 objectives and choose one essay out of two. The objectives part was a little bit hard because the anweres in the A, B, C, D, were closely related making me undecided on which was the right answer. Though, it was hard, I still can finished it.

My CTU 101 was supposed to be Ustazah Azlina. Then, she had to change because there were lack of lectures and we have to accept a new lecture name Ustaz Anuar. He was a former student in Pakistan taking in Arab Linguistic, if I'm not mistaken.

He was ok for now and quite cute, though. Haha. Just kidding.

p/s : Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims in Uitm, Malaysia and around the world.

Speak, Speaks, Spoke, Spoken, Speaking

On the next day, 14th of September 2009, I had my Speaking test for BEL 120. I was in a group of three with Adi and Bubu.

Adi and Bubu were quite lost when the class had started. They taught that the test would be held in Madam's office but it was really done in the class. They arrived ten minutes later and Madam didn't gave them time to settle things down like breathing. They were a little bit tired eventhough they look like nothing happened.

We had a topic on recent hike on petrol and were given 4 points on how to reduce petrol expenses. I really had to talk! Like seriously, I didn't talk much when it was on practices. So, when on the real test, I try to talk as much as I can. I felt that i managed to talk much but I still didn't know about my marks. i forgot to ask Madam about my marks.

Nevermind, I still can have my marks after Raya.

Socio sometimes give me headache

On 13th of September 2009, I had exam on LIB 101 which is Sociology. Around 2.30 pm the exam started. We had to sit apart from each other even in a big hall. We had to leave a chair beside us.

The paper consits on 20 objectives, 20 true or false and choose 10 out of 15 short essay like giving definitions.

Before that, I went to the library with Lola to study Socio. It was frustrating learning Socio because I had to really understand it. It mostly on Society and things happen around us. Mostly is about logic but still, I had to write the key words if I'm using my own words for the definitions.

The exam lasted for one hour only. We combine four classes in that hall and another four classes on the next hall. All together, MassComm have 8 classes, remember?

Breathing is the best way to release the anger.

I am soooooo frustrated with you. I called you my friend. I asked you to tell me the simplest thing and you didn't. What's wrong with you? If it was cancelled, say it. I wouldn't have wait for you. I better of go somewhere else than wait for you. You so-called-a-friend.

I had to find out from someone else. Owh, when you have problems, you come to me? Nice one. You didn't even appreciate me for a minute! You are as same as others. Big fat BACKSTABBER!

You are the person who was easy to forget about who was the one who talk to you in the first place and make you feel as you were at home. You were to attached with your so-called 'Drawing' contest and practices, which makes everybody sick of hearing it and seeing it everyday and everytime. But, I was happy enough to accompany you and listen to all of your stories and see all of your 'drawings'.

Then, your friend was the same as you too. Easily to forget the person who was willing to lend a hand on a bad or sad situation. I was nice to you guys, and you guys pay me with this?!

You are such a bad friend and I wonder why I still talk to you?! I know you and 'your guys' are those who are from the high class level, but what gives you the permission to look-down on people? You think because you are form the elit school, from the nicest and 'hotest' place in town, you can disrespect others? You are so wrong!

You are going to pay for it. I really mean it.

me and the chicken was the best thing ever.

I spent my time on this beautiful Saturday morning with tons of movies. Such as, Next, Night at Museum 2, Eagle Eye, and You Got Served. Ok, well that's not equally to tons but it is more than one right?

Around 3.00 pm, I went back to my room to study Socio. I was supposed to study Socio in the morning, but ended up watching movies with my friend. Haish. I had a woundeful Socio 'teacher' named Anis. She is a very talkative person and very sweet. I think you guys know who she is. I post a picture of her in July or August. Somewhere around there. She can easily explain things because she can play with her thought and try creatively to make us understand.

I was listening to her lecture when suddenly, I just doozed off. I just can help no more but sleep. It was so hot and I was very tired all of the sudden. I slept after the third chapter was over.

Then, woke up again to go to the 'bazaar' to buy foods. I bought this Chicken Fied Rice which was very tasty. But the owner of the stall wasn't that friendly to all of her customer. It was a good thing that her food was delicious enough that most of her customer didn't care if she was friendly or not.

After having my dinner, went back to my room but before that, I went to my friend's room infront. I heard them talking, and I wanted to join them. But, I ended up talking alone and just sit there. Nevermind, maybe I was not the right person to hear it.

Went back to my room to pray my prayer. Lola came after 10 minutes later, quite miss her even we're in the same room. She just can't sit down. She is funny :)

Ok, that's all for today. I have to study hard and study smart for my Socio exam tomorrow evening. Wish me luck k.

p/s : Good Luck to those who are taking LIB 101 exam tomorrow.

WORD OF THE DAY : Forfeiture (noun) the act of losing or surrendering something as a penalty for a mistake or fault or failure to perform etc.

Saying "Hai!" doesn't mean anything.

Weird things happened to me today.

I was walking to my class and I saw Aliff ( remember the Aizat's brother? ) standing outside the class. He said "Hi!" and I said the same back. Then he said, "I came up to you first, right?" and I said, "Yes". It was kind of awkward for me because we have never ever talked with each other even saying a simple word like "Hi!".

For me, it was like he's been hiding something from me or even he had something behind our little conversation. I think he's just being him. Nevermind. Asilah, don't think about it. It's not even worth it.

I managed to answer all of BBM 111 mid-term exams yesterday. We combined 4 classes in a big hall. And it was not that hard, but still, the questions were very challenging to answer. I was the fourth person to leave the hall and suprisingly, Aida was the FIRST one to leave the hall.

Now, I'm falling in love with Git Fresh-Blow Me A Kiss :)

food coming out from the nose was the wrong way to laugh :p

The title told you everything. Haha. We were having our sahur for the first time together at 4.30 am. Usually, Aida will be sleeping at the time me and Chut had our sahur. And Lola will always sleep back after sahur. WE had never talked or laughed in th early morning. But today, we did it! Aida wasn't sleeping until morning because she was toooooooo buuuussssssyyyyyy talking at her phone :) I woke up Lola and we had our sahur on fried rice.

We were talking and laughing about UiTM students, mostly....ehem...ehem... *wink wink* secret ma. Cannot tell you who was the victim. Wakakak. We talked about her and him, and we laugh out very laud and I say, Lola's voice can woke up everybody that were sleeping in the whole block! She just couldn't hold it.

We were laughing so hard that suddenly, 'someone' laugh so hard that a small piece of food came out from her nose and located right at Chut's tight. We were stunned and LAUGH very very very very loud. I really mean it. LOUD!!!

Then, we went back to sleep due to the tiredness of laughing. *yawning*

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I have received my CSC 134 test result. I've got 37/43 equivalent to 6.07%. Alhamdulillah. I tell you, it wasn't easy to score this paper.

I woke up damn late. Around 10.20 am and my class started at 10.30 am! I quickly rushed for my bath and ran down the stairs to reach the CSC lab. But wait! I have to go to Sunshine cafe to print out my assignment for CSC. I forgot to print it yesterday. I am really in a rush! Luckily, there were not many people at the cafe. I print my assignment and went upstairs to the lab.

As I reached the class, Madam had already started the class. At least I didn't miss much. I checked my result and update my blog.

papers..papers..papers...

Sorry for not updating much. It has been a very very very very busy week. I have lots of tests, assignments, quizzes, plus mid-term exams is just around the corner. And I'm freaking terrified with all of this. I didn't have much time to update my blog. I was too busy studying and memorizing notes. I have BBM 111 exams tomorrow and LIB 101 on Sunday, which means I can't go back home on weekends. -_-'

Luckily my CSC 134 exams was over on last Thursday. It was ok because I did my revision on my colorful notes on 5 pages consits of 4 chapters all together. It was hard to memorize and understand all of the small parts of the computer. All the basic things to know about the computer including the usage of the parts of the computer. But, Alhamdulillah, I managed to understand it.

Now I'm doing my CSC 134's first assignments which was given last week and I forgot about it. I was too busy studying for the exams. It was a good thing that the assignment was not that hard. I just had to write an essay on the types of media used in educaton field. I have finished doing it. All I need now is the front page and I can just print it afterwards.

I can't wait for the 'Raya' holidays next week.

p/s : Good luck to MC 110 students on mid-term exams at UiTM Lendu, Melaka :)