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Dear blog,

Please remind me to be strong. Make me happy like always. Let me be the person who can handle everything.

"Asilah, you have to be strong!"

M

Dear blog,

Last weekend, me and my family went to Pullman Hotels and Resort in Putrajaya for my so-called-holiday. It was actually a company dinner for my mum. So, while the dinner was held there, my mum decided to bring us along. But we were not invited to the dinner, so it's just like a vacation for us.

The building were designed creatively. There were four blocks namely Bunga Tanjung, Lotus, Jasmin and Rafflesia. One building represent one country. Bunga Tanjung from Malaysia, Lotus form China, Jasmin from India whereas Rafflesia from Borneo.

The building were based on the culture of its country. The walls, the doors, the windows, including almost everything. Yes, the architectural of the building do amazed me. The rooms were cozy and really amazing. The designed, the way they arranged the furniture, it really makes me awwwww.

We only stayed there for one night only. So, before we all leave, I did snapped some pictures of the building and, of course, me and my family in it. But, I can't post it right now because my brother had tansfered all the pictures to my father's lappy. Since, I'm using my mum's, I have to transfere it back to the camera to transfere to my mum's lappy. I'm quite lazy right now. Maybe I'll share it with you guys later.

Do stop by :)

I

Dear blog,

I'm feeling very down today. Not really sure why. I'm not as happy as I wish I would. I not loud like I used to. I'm not in the mood of creativeness like I used when I was feeling down. I wish I was happy enough. I wish the sadness will go away. I wish everything was fine. No more frustration, no more anger, no more sadness, no more anything related to negativeness.

I miss my friends. My old friends. The friends who used to hangout with me all the time after school. The friends who always there when I need them. The friends that shares everything together. Why can't we stay that way forever? Why it has to end up that way? Why suddenly we all fall apart?

Why my BFF in primary school suddenly turned out something she's not? Why she act that way? I know people do change by time, but it just seems wrong to me. Why can't she be the same as she was in primary school even she has all grown up. I hope the friendship we had together a long time a go still inside you. I hope you still remember me as I remember you.

Yeah, maybe I'm a little bit emotional right now, due to many distraction in classes, college, house and surroundings. But still, I hope, someone or something can make me feel better day-by-day.

a new phone, maybe?

I'm home :D

Since I'm quite bored, I browsed the internet for new phone, and I found one which now I decided to have it ( If mummy let me have it )

Mummy, would you let me have this phone?

Nokia 5800 Express Music

a BIG SMILE on my face :D

FINALLY LIB 101 IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait for my parents to come and pick me up.
I can't wait to jump on my bed.
I can't wait to eat my mum's cooking.
I can't wait to watch CSI on TV.
I can't wait to meet MAR.
I can't wait to meet NAR.
I can't wait to go to the night market every Saturday.
I can't wait to just hanging out in my room.

There's soooo many things I can't wait. But, I have to wait. Hehe.

now, the chicken can't run away :d

Saturday Saturday Saturday
Beautiful Saturday
Windy Saturday
Hot Saturday
Rainy Saturday
Cold Saturday

It's already Saturday! Can't wait for tomorrow :D

My Socio paper will be in the morning. Ended in the afternoon. 3 hours of butt-sitting in the class. Sigh -_-'

Today, me and my roommates went for our breakfast at the Syahbandar. We waited and waited for the breakfast's foods to be served but, unfortunately, they didn't serve breakfast today. Quite frustrated. Then, Chut remembered that Aida brought her car to campus, so, we decided to have our breakfast outside. We went to AG to a simple chicken rice shop. Man, the chicken rice was very delicious. Yumm :d

Then, we went back to our college. I had already started packing my stuff but not, all since I don't have my big luggage to put all of my clothes. That, I have to wait for my father to come and bring it.

Good Luck to all of the student who will be taking Sociology LIB 101 exam tomorrow :)

This is CHUT

This is Amalina


This is Aida

stressful

It's Friday and 2 more days to go.

I woke up quite early today because I have already set in mind that I have to see my RS ( resident's staff ) in her office today for the team building thingy. Wait! Do you guys know why I will be handling this? Because, starting next year I will be the DANG ANUM secretariat! Hehe.

So, this will be part of my job. Sending proposal for next sem activities, browsing through the internet for team building places, handling some of the activities and handling 400+ of DA people.

I decided to go to the HEP first, but since it's still quite early, I decided to look out for the team building places first. Then, maybe head downstairs for some breakfast before marching off to the HEP office.

I'm quite frustrated with my seniors last night. Why? Because I was supposed to hand in all of the proposal before the 16 of nov and now it's already 13 of nov! She's good at pretending in front of RS. When I came to her room to discuss about this, she simply said that she hasn't called RS yet. Then, what's the point she called me to her room?! Bummer.

That night, around 10 pm, she called me to go down to RS' house which RS doesn't have time for us to discuss. She had to go somewhere else. ARGH!

So, for now, like it or not, I have to do the things by my own. Since I'm still part 1, I, obviously doesn't have the right to force people to do things right? Nevermind, I can learn to do it on my own. No more seniors to hold me back.